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Music ♥

2011-04-01T15:24:00.004+08:00

I must have music in my life ! MUST.
If I don't on the song player on my comp, I feel so moody and something's missing because it's so quiet.
Even when I'm in the car I'll on the radio. Well, unless there's some other in my car that drowns away the peace.
I tried to tune back the guitar to play, but I just couldn't tune it back and, I forgot the darn chords.
Loser pft. Am no talent in instruments and musics. But maybe in design ?
I still wonder if I'd not quit my college back then, where will I be now ?
But then, I'm not talented in creativity either la. Pft.
What to do, what to do. No talent, no interest, no decisions, no life.
Oh well, I watched Mamma Mia yesterday again. And I really missed out times for fun.
Traveling, trips, party, dancing, hanging out, enjoying life with mates, etc. It really hit me that I'll only be in the 20's for a while, and I'm missing out all the fun that I definitely won't be able to have later on in life.
It's like everyone just start thinking of college, job, cash. Where's all the fun ?! I mean, balance abit la...
Not gonna be forever young. As in physically forever young. My heart will be young forever ! If it's a healthy heart la.

Anyway, rambling and rambling just trying to make another post for the day.
Oh, I totally love musical movies. So much fun to watch. Hairspray ! Danced to it ! I love the 60's. Groovy ! Except the wars and anti-anti things la.
Guess that's about it ? Err...
Yeah that's it. Tata ~

Updating ♥

2011-03-31T12:32:00.006+08:00

I'm gonna try and update at least one post a day. Might be all just random craps. But I don't care. It's my area to do what I like.
Ok, I can't stand black, boring things that belong to me. I have to, no matter what way add some colors to it so...

Cute things ♥ Colors ♥

I love pink ! ♥ Hello Kitty ♥

Btw that's my luggage ↑ ♥

Food that I munch on ♥

Peppermint chocolate ♥

My Fav type of chocolate. Not the brand but Cadbury's ok la.

And if you add both together, what do you get ?

That.

Not me.
But those on my freaking face. Pimples ! Damn you !
Oh and couple more addition pounds too ;)

If blogging is as easy as updating statuses, I'll be updating it so often.
Oh wait, there's twitter. That doesn't work either cause I don't update it as often too. Hahaha Crap.

Tata ~

New Beginning ♥

2011-03-30T17:14:00.010+08:00

It's been a long long while since I updated this abandoned site. Actually there's nothing much to say, just for the boredom-ness of mine, and Sam Lee who asked me to update too.
I'm at Australia for a vacation. A long, long, LONG vacation. Haha !
I enjoy it here, but I miss home too. Everything of mine and what I know are back at home.
I miss my MomoChi... My friends, family, MomoChi... Cinema, MomoChi... ShiLin's fried chicken, MomoChi... Tiara, MomoChi.
But I can say the best thing I enjoy here is SHOPPING ! Especially the Season Clearance they have here ! The clothes are darn cheap ! Well, cheap as M'sia pasar malam I guess ? I'm not too sure cause I never shopped for clothes back home (no size T_T).
I'm basically living in my luggage now. Cause I'm afraid I over shopped and it won't fit, I put everything that needed to be in the luggage in it. Just to make sure =)
The weather here is like Katy Perry's- Hot n Cold.
And when it's cold, I get hungry easily. Not for the sick of munching, but tummy rumbling !
Urgh I think I'm getting fat again. What the heck pft.
I need to think about jobs later on after this long vacation. Not sure I want to jump back into my line or not.
Hmm... Ok, since I've got nothing to do, I'll make a list of what I'll do when I get back to M'sia.
Awesome ? Haha ! Not. It'll be a darn short list course I'm not sure what I'll do.

Home-Coming:
~ Cinema
~ Hang with the gang
~ ShiLin's Fried Chicken !
~ Plan a trip with the gang !

What else.... I'll update it if I think of any... And I'm stuck with nothing to update again.
Oh well, guess this will do ?
Oh wait, roll back the camera !
I was working as a trainee beautician for 4 months back then at One Utama. And resigned for this long vacation. The end. =)
At least that lengthen the post a lil la.

2010-07-29T11:35:00.003+08:00

I was having Domino's pizza.
Nyam nyam nyam ~
Left it beside the comp while I play around with the blog design.
Took up the pizza and "Nyam nyam nyam"
Grab another piece when I look at the plate... filled with ants ==
No doubt that I ate some ants too.
Grrrr
Recently so many ants coming out from nowhere !
Oh well, extra protein

2010-07-28T12:46:00.004+08:00

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Lol, ok my life has nothing interesting going on so I can't think of anything to update.
Starting work soon, kinda nervous at the same time excited cause it's my first ever job so... Wonder how will it go. Will I be clumsy ? Will I get scolding ? Can I cope ? Colleague relations ?
Hmm... Anyway I'm just relaxing while I can since I won't have time when I start working.
And er...
Kitty's coming back !
And er...
Starting work !
And er...
Sam, happy ? =)

2010-04-17T21:30:00.003+08:00

There's pros and cons for everything. We can't really have everything perfect. We'll just have to accept facts.
Just like objects, if you like it, you'll learn to accept the cons of it. No matter you really accept it, or you're just fooling yourself to accept it. One thing for sure is, you'll still accept it no matter what way.
But aren't there just some things that you just can't accept ? No matter how hard you try, you still see that "con" more than the "pro".
There's just some things that we can never accept because..... that's how it is.
And no matter how you fool yourself to accept it, you'll still not like the cons.
It's just how life is. Either you truly accept it, or you don't.
NEVER try to fool yourself in accepting something you can never accept. In the end, it will just be hurts and wounds.
There's the big different from yes and no. Like and Dislike. Though it's just that one tiny line that differentiates it.
Just like cars. The car-car is a transportation. But a sports-car is a car for racing, speeding. Different, but their still cars.
Is there any different with male and females ? Duh. But their all humans.

You know what ? I've been rambling so much, I totally lost the point of what I'm rambling about.
Tata =)

An update

2010-04-14T20:27:00.000+08:00

NAHHhhhhHH an update
LOL ! XD

2009-11-27T17:05:00.002+08:00

Just came back from OU from watching New Moon !!
Finally after the long wait.
But then..........the ending made me unsatisfied !! NooooOOoo !!
Why did it stopped there ??? Argh !! Make me look forward even more to the next chapter !
Argh !!
Yesterday went out to Sunway.P with Lilian, Mei Lin and Choryi.
They brought me my work and my belated bday gift.
Shipped from US via glass bottle in the sea. So it took 6 months later only to reach me.
XD
Love the gift ! ♥

Creatures

2009-11-10T14:07:00.002+08:00

I had this really crazy nightmare...
I was at a parking lot...and all of a sudden there were 5 "guys" (technically they are male but weird looking...not sure were they even human..) around me and they were finding for some kinda "creature".
Don't know why I was involve so I went hunting with them. In the parking lot ==
We caught a few the creature. Cute lil creatures.
And the next thing I know I was looking into a room. And those 5 guys were fighting for only the dream knows what reason.
They each took out their knives and swords and whatsoever and start stabbing each other !
I was totally freaked out !
It was so scary that the next thing they wanted was me !
I try to shut the door but it was impossible with 5 guys on the other side.
So I ran for my life ! I ran and ran and ran and kept shouting for help but there's no one there to save me...
And I woke up at 3am+...
Couldn't get back to sleep...
That's the worst nightmare I ever had...

Ahem !

2009-11-09T14:42:00.005+08:00

Ahem...
Yesterday went to OU with Karmen, Jo and her sibs... We ate lunch then I cabut-ted with Karmen to do some small shopping awhile.
Then went back to Jo. Later ate McD for dinner then went home.

Well that was the short story la.
The long story is after having our lunch, Jo went to "Highstreet" ? to wait. Her main purpose is to see S.H.E !
Haha they were the spokesman of Osim UKimono.
When we got there, there are S.H.E fans already waiting in line.
She was wandering about, so me and Karmen went to do the small shopping. After we got back, she was still wandering around ==
Asked her, didn't tell... So we wander with her XD
Then later on only we knew that in order to get S.H.E signature, she have to have some sorta item from Osim or S.H.E booklet. Or something like that...
Then she went and find but obviously out of stock ==
But luckly for her, the event do sell it. But at a certain time with limited amount I guess.
So we waited for the time for them to make it open for sale.
In the meantime, her sibs went and catch a movie. So it was me, her and Karmen.
Finally it was time, she bought it then she went and queue up.
Karmen left awhile later when another friend of Jo came.
*Cut short*
Finally S.H.E arrived. And for that particular moment...I felt that I wasn't tall at all...
Everyone was tip toe-ing, even climbing up that steel thing they put for the queue line.
And then.......we went to eat our dinner and left.

Jo is so damn happy I think she couldn't sleep !
XD

At last something to update on this site ! ==

2009-10-26T14:16:00.002+08:00

I'm breaking my rules of pink !!
LOL but I still kept some of it.
Just a random boring update since I've got nothing to do.
Gona start another class soon again.

Baaahhhh Kitty faster la !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-23T23:24:00.003+08:00

I might seriously close down this blog since my life is so lifeless now.
There's really nothing to update at all.
Well, I've cleared my first level exam. And now am waiting for next year's second level class to start.
I'm just so lifeless...
Been knitting recently. My 1st project ^^

Well at least there's some point in this update... I guess

Pink Miao Miao ~

2009-09-26T19:35:00.002+08:00

Hohoho !
Look at THIS !
Awesome ! Ehhhh ~

Er.....nothing to update mah... So like that loh... Hor.... Ok la... Tata loo =)

Bad Cherries

2009-09-14T20:30:00.004+08:00

So I've officially found out that basically milk and cheese has a lil to do with my acne popping like mad recently. Much worst then before.
I've started to take milk and cheese recently and noticed that the pimples are popping out like cherries.
I thought that it was just a normal "season"... But my "season" became worst !
So much more worst than I've ever had, that I started to think deep bout "What's wrong ?"
And I noticed that I've recently, ever since my acne started again, I've took in milk and cheese.
But in a bad amount la.. XD
So too much is always too bad I guess. For certain things.
And I know researches says that acne has nothing to do with cheese, milk and chocolate.
But it might, in an indirect way =) Everyone's different.
So I'll be quitting cheese and milk for now to see the truth about this myth.
Er.... basically I said that "officially found out" up there, but er...still not too sure bout it.
So.....
Stay tune ? XD

The Vampire Diaries

2009-09-12T20:14:00.000+08:00

I'm loving it ! =)

Season

2009-09-06T21:02:00.003+08:00

Omg....I'm so depressed cause of my freaking acne-prone skin!
But it was so perfect few weeks ago.
No acne, redness reduce, scar fading....
And next few weeks later... ? Pimples popping here and there !!
I just dont understand ! What went wrong ??
My daily routine did not change and same goes for my diet.
What ? The pimple season came again ?
It's totally like a season of acne on my face. Few weeks with it and then it disappears a few weeks and few weeks later their back !
Oh mannnnn... what is this ==
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Went for a small gathering yesterday to meet Voon since it's been like so so so so and I mean it, sooooooooooooo long !
Argh yesterday when we each left, I felt a sudden sadness ='(
Made me missed those days even more... Argh !
It's a season !

A real life story...

2009-08-28T17:29:00.006+08:00

During the holidays, a bunch of friends went for an overnight outing at the famous hill top. They were pretty happy to actually get a place for the night since it was the holidays and it was luck to actually get a room at that kind of time and since it was their first overnight outing together. So they couldn't really, be bothered where were they staying.
They met up at the transportation station and was all ready for the fun and action !
The day had just started and they've begun planning on what to do during the night, maybe clubbing, having a lovely breeze@Starbucks, or even...-ghost stories.
It was a really nice timing and destination for ghost stories, since there is where many haunting ghostly stories were "made" which, people time to time tend to say it's true...
Thinking of it gave chills and goosebumps.
Upon reaching to their room, they were talking about some things that are prohibited since, well, the oh-so-famous hill top has many stories that tells.
Well they were not afraid of the what-so-ever ghost stories lurking around, not just yet, but to put everyone's mind in peace, they did the prohibited list while walking to their room.
As they reached the room, some of the friends remembered their parents and even the myth of saying that everytime upon entering a hotel, motel, rental or an empty room, you have to knock on the door to pay a respect for "whoever" that is living in there before entering.
And not wanting to take the "risk" of being spooked out, they followed and knocked on the door.
The brave guys went and knocked onto the door whereas the others stayed a few steps behind, even though they knew that it was just stories and myths.
No expectations because it was bright and sunny
When all of a sudden......the door opens !!
Everyone was in shocked and started to shout and ran and even stumble upon themselves !
When it was just the room cleaners...

Story slightly edited by: Ann
With a pinch of Fiction and full of Facts

A random lifeless update =)

2009-08-26T20:38:00.004+08:00

Da double dee double di
Da double dee double di
Da double dee double di
Da double dee double di
Da double dee double di
Da double dee double di
Da double dee double di
My lips like sugar
My lips like sugar
This candy got you sprung
This candy got you sprung
So call me your sugar
So call me your sugar
You love you some
You love you some
I’m sweet like
Da double dee double di
Da double dee double di
Da double dee double di
I’m sweet like
Da double dee double di
Da double dee double di
I’m sweet like
Da double dee double di
Sugar

song credited to: Flo Rida; Sugar
lips credited to: Ann meself~XD

2009-08-23T20:10:00.008+08:00

I officially, gain weight ! Damn !
I'm fat enough yet I still gained weight !
Well the machine didnt say so but my pics does !!!
ArghHH !

I HATE KITTY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-17T16:18:00.008+08:00

I wana trim my hair.
I wana straighten my hair.
I wana dye my hair.
I wana look new. But
I wana keep the me, me.
Sighs.
I miss my long silky hair.

ps: *sam ask me to go to somewhere to cut my hair so that......*
pps: i used to camwhore better...==

Fact ?

2009-08-01T22:40:00.003+08:00

I can't believe even in the random pick of the comp, it can agree on the results ==
Hope you're happy Kitty ==|||

My all time most fav

2009-07-18T19:21:00.003+08:00

I've just finish watching my all time most favourite movie - Titanic
Again~
It's the second time within this month cause SMV is showing it. So if the time is right, I'll be watching it over and over and over and over and over again.
Muahahaha !!
But I don't have to wait for the right time. Cause obviously, I've got the movie !
Can't get enough of Jack Dawson [LeoDicap] ~

My very first

2009-07-15T22:50:00.005+08:00

My very first favourite/knew
-male singer, Michael Jackson
-female singer, Britney Spears
-chinese male singer, Jay Chou
-chinese female singer, S.H.E
-actor, Leonardo Dicaprio [Titanic]
-actress, Angelina Jolie
-chinese actor, Jet Li
-chinese actress, Charmaine Sheh

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I grew up knowing MJ as my very first and only singer then. I grew up listening to his songs.
I noticed that and that's why his death still brings some tears to me. It's true, it's just too sudden.
I can't understand why does ppl still judge over a dead man's body ? What's wrong with these ppls ?
And MJ's father... Haven he had enough ruining MJ's childhood and now moving to his childrens ? I just don't understand. Is fame that important to him ?
And the molestation case was final so so long ago proving that MJ did NOT do it. With the kid saying it himself. And anyway, it was just what the kid said. Who could have proved that what incident happened ? Though the kids siblings were there, but hey, their siblings, obviously they stand by each others.
So what if MJ's lifestyle is weird being a kid ? He did not hurt anyone.
Argh too many things to say, but it's all useless.
All I can say from my point of view, no matter you agree or not whether I'm wrong or right, is that he cared.
This just taught me a lesson that in life, there will definitely be stories behind a story.
And those who don't know, will never understand/know. And those who know doesn't mean they'll speak the truth.
Life is short and filled with obstacles.
*R.I.P MJ- I pray that your children will not go through what you did*
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Yesterday I watched Titanic again. My all time forever most favor movie. I think I've watched it more than 20 times since it was launch !
And I can remember from front to back and then back to front. But I still tears everytime I watch it.
Even I know what's gona happen next. Knowing what's gona happen didn't help but made me tear up earlier than the scene *swt*
This few days I've been really emo. Don't know why. Is it because of MJ ? Or because it's been raining ?
Or because my freaking pimples just wont go away !!

2009-07-02T22:32:00.005+08:00

Recently I've taken up a sewing class. And I started sewing by myself.
I did 3 pieces of really really simple clothings. Seriously, it's simple.
I've made another blog for the clothes as a collection of my handmade clothings ^^
Hopefully it won't koyak when I wash it or when I'm wearing it during an outing 0_o
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I had a slight fever the day before yesterday and slight still yesterday. Was really nervous bout it.
Since the H1N1 thingie, having to be sick is like a crime ! I can be quarantine any moment. May involve other ppl that came in contact with me too !
ArgH !???
My body is really super duper extremely heat-ty due to the changes of the weather and my hormone changes ??
My pimples are getting worst than previous. OMG !! Seriously its so so soooo serious now.
Dont even wana look myself at the mirror.
Goodnight.

Did I mention that when I woke up today, my eye felt swallon ? It definitely felt swallon on one eye because everytime I blink, I feel the swallon, and also the pain at that part.
But when I touch that area, there's nothing there ! Inner injury ? I suppose.
Arghhh........

ps: Sam: Get well soon. It's a crime to get sick now. Don't wana go sg.buloh to see you...=)

R.I.P MJ

2009-06-28T21:02:00.006+08:00

Feel sad for MJ that the truth of his is only spoken after his death.
Ppl judge too much without knowing the truth.
Ppl tend to tell stories. But they never tell the story behind the stories.
They stop telling how talented he is. They stop saying how influential he is.
They ignored how he influenced dance steps that are now seen and danced by everyone.
They stop judging his talents but start pointing fingers to his "personality"
They never report about the fact but just to ensure there is publicity.

R.I.P MJ...

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Watched Transformers "II" today. And I have nothing to say except
DAMN COOL !! XD

2009-06-18T09:16:00.002+08:00

2009-06-15T15:45:00.002+08:00

I had my worst diarrhea today. Went about 7 times since 6am.
My stomach started to cramp at 5am and I was really in pain. Couldn't sleep or even nap since then.
Now I know what pain till puke means.
Arghh... The pain is still here with me. On off.
Sighs... so sleepy. Just now slept another 2 more hours.
Sighs.... I want sims 3 !! Gona get it tomorrow at ss2 I guess~
Ehehe can't wait......

No influence no explanation.

2009-06-10T14:23:00.005+08:00

Sigh. I hope one day you will realize. The fact.
Not everyone will treat you the way you treat them.
Not everyone will treat you the way you WANT them to treat you.
Not everyone will see the same point of view as you.
When you are wrong doesn't mean we're right.
When you are right doesn't mean we're wrong.

The way you treat us doesn't mean you'll treat everyone the same.
The way we treat you doesn't mean we treat everyone the same too.
What does it mean ? Please go and think about it properly.
If one is treating you badly, that's prejudice. If more than that means there's a problem.
If you think you're right doesn't mean we think we're wrong.

If that is true friendship, no matter what others say, the friendship will still remain.
I hope everyone that has friends will realize that even the CLOSES, BEST-EST friends too, have LIMITS.
Everyone has limits.
We are your friend. NOT your husband.
We have our own lives. There's no need for explanation.
We are not bound to serve you 24/7.
We are not a "spare float".

I've already let it go.
So this is the last time...

And once again, I feel I've done nothing wrong even if others think I did.
Like one of my friend said to me,
"If your heart feels easy then it's ok for you. -你觉得过得自己的良心就好“
If you feel that you did nothing wrong, then you shouldn't apologize.
I know you did it because you don't want to ruin the friendship. But what's the point of saying sorry if you don't think you should be ?

If you think I should have said so but I didn't, then that just proves that I'm not a true friend. So why should you consider me as a friend ?
Haha, you are too kind I guess.

I'm sorry for making you feel you should say sorry.
Because that incident meant nothing to me. I did not feel hurt nor ignored- nothing and anything.
It was a small matter to me. It was not at all, an emergency.
If you think I should be by your side and abandon, ignore my life, sorry you'll just have to lose me as a friend.
As I say, there's limits in everything.
I've DONE what I COULD to HELP.

BlingBling~

2009-06-03T19:49:00.002+08:00

Muahaha~ Just got my items and started bling-ing straight away.
~~~ ^^~~~
*SLURPS*~

2009-05-29T14:50:00.005+08:00

Today during class, we were all getting ready to start. Then suddenly we were told by our classmates to go 2nd floor. Me, without knowing why, kept asking and getting no answers unfortunately. So I went with the flow.

Went down and I heard a classmate talking about the second level course and I thought that we're gona have a lecture about it.

Later on my friend told me to follow her to the back course she say got something to ask me privately. I went and she asked some stuffs.
Later I kinda had a clue what was happening. Haha

Then I went out walking walking and suddenly....
"Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to -----~
Happy Birthday to you~"
LoL with a cake la.
Super paiseh leh that time. Don't know what reaction to give course was really shock actually even I sorta got the clue.
I did not have the cake la. Course its chocolate cake. I'm "sensitive" to it.
Hehe then later had a lil facial massage~ Nice day XD

Leng2 class teacher~

2009-05-26T19:47:00.003+08:00

Recently (this month) I "discovered" the Online Shopping.
I bought many things. Things that I wanted and mostly needed la.
Once I got it, I feel the tickling sensation of fulfillment and happiness~
Just by opening up the packages, waiting for the moment to use em'. It's a total indulgence.
Since I rarely go out to shop anymore, I started shopping at home. I keep checking out the forum, updates and being active in it. Like nobodies buisness, I post here and there enquiringly this and that. And the shopaholic me comes out.
It was many small amounts of purchases I made. Leading me to...
Over budget -.-
Just to keep myself in mind, I shall not shop for accessories or unnecessary things for the following month until I replenish my budget.
So, I still have 5 more days to shop~
Buahahahaha !!! (actually I'm totally broke. shop what la....!)

2009-05-23T21:06:00.002+08:00

Ok this is really freaky.
Somebody, or something, just reloaded my hp RM30.
It says, From ONECT DS001-B2514.
What is that ??
This is really freaky...

MoMomomoMOmOmOMOMomomoMomomOmOChi~

2009-05-17T23:53:00.001+08:00

"Zzzzzzzapppp ............~"

2009-05-15T20:54:00.004+08:00

I DAMN FUCKING HATE UR FUCKING BUSYBODY-KNOWITALL-BUGGINGIN ATTITUDE
WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LET ME BE LET ME GROW UP LET ME DO WHAT I KNOW
YOU ARE NOT ALWAYS RIGHT
I DAMN FUCKING HATE UR ATTITUDE BUT
I LOVE YOU.

2009-05-09T22:08:00.003+08:00

Oh God................ the weather is killing me ! It's so freaking hot that make me sweat like crap.
Argh ! Everyday I wake up with a headache that last for the whole freaking day cause of the weather !
Every night I go to sleep with a headache because of the weather !
Even the aircond feels warm !
Argh ! Global warming is seriously getting serious !
Sometimes I feel [actually I know] that life is unfair. It really is.
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Recently been talking to someone that brings back a whole lots of memories. Sweet, sour and bitter.
And then, I feel that life is fair. But then, I feel that life is unfair. And till now.....
Somehow I know the "truth" about "life" so I know what is "right" and what is "wrong".
But seems like there's somethings that the world stays in the "middle, grey" part.
I'm getting myself confuse with all the questions that once upon a time I asked myself and gave an answer. Yet, I'm asking myself again....
I don't think I know myself at all.
Sometimes, I like those cute adorable things like accessories. But then a moment later, I feel that I like to get more classy types. Which is me ? Which am I ?
I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Lost.
Sometimes I like the day. But then when it comes to the next day, I wanted the night to last !
Sometimes I like to stay at home. But then when I'm at home I really want to get out and shop !
So am I in the left, right, or the middle ? Am I going to turn or do I keep straight ?
Life is filled with doubts.
OKok....the main thing is... I have not found myself in this 19 years. I've just begun.
Lots of questions that made me rebellious. Lots of answers that doesn't seem to answer.
Sighs... Life goes on...

Save em !

2009-05-06T18:04:00.003+08:00

Dog Island.

Happy Birthday Cheng ~!!

2009-05-04T23:56:00.007+08:00

Today after my class, I went to get lunch. I was thinking what to get then I thought of my two sweet PuiPui at home. And soooo.... I got KFC. It was lunch time and there wasn't any parking space at ss2. So I drove to Atria since I need to go search for basket for my class too.
I went to Atria and lucky enough, found a parking spot. Went to Giant and they have varieties of baskets. But not the one that I need.
Then I went up to the houseware sales for the first time. And I found quite some stuffs that I like. And I bought. There were also varieties of baskets but NOT mine. Argh !
Fine.
Went to get KFC then went to Sunlik. Found some baskets but still...... Grrr... It was almost 4pm and I've not eaten my lunch and also breakfast. I was really hungry at that time. And also tired cause the weather was really hot ! Gosh !
Then I went all the way back to Paramount's Giant to find since it's quite big. And they have houseware items on the second floor. But still............ sighs....
I went around and round and stop at a shop that sells almost every houseware items.
That place was so packed that I couldn't even move in too far. So I ask the uncle and he said "No we don't sell that." =X
I gave up and thought that my only hope was PM.
Got home around 4.30pm... Ate and feed the 2 PuiPui's. Watch a lil tv. Then.... headache.
I knew it ! Whenever I stay out/under the sun too long I'll always get headaches. Oh well....
Clean my room a lil then take bath and got ready for the event. XD
Went to WongKok.

Voon, MayYan, Ann, Cheng, YingKee, ChinKien, Jo, Karmen, Jackie.

Happy Sweet Birthday my dear Cheng ~!!
With lots and lots and lots of hugs and kisses and misses !~

2009-04-30T14:34:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night when I was fast asleep, around 12-1 am I heard my phone rang.
Don't know who kept calling me. I picked up after a few rings and heard a male's voice.
It was super noisy ! WtH ?
I hung up right away and later on another number called up again.
I was so frustrated that I silenced my phone.
Today I had my class and was almost late because I couldn't hear my phone ring due to its silence treatment I gave it.
Argh !!! What the heck is wrong with humans ????????????????

I'm just crapping. Really annoyed actually.

What are u doing to ur best friend ?

2009-04-29T21:32:00.009+08:00

click----> FOR THOSE WHO CARE.

I honestly say that I'm really absolutely sad about this.... speechless...
Soul-less humans.

1. I hope I can do the same thing to their families as what they did.
2. I'll let their daughters be raped and give birth like a machine.
3. I'll put her in a tiny hole.
4. If the baby isn't normal I'll let the mother kill it herself by shooting it or even dumping it in the dumpster to crash.
5. I'll make sure she goes crazy like how they pushed the dogs to be.
6. I'll shoot down the males. I'll chase them and let them suck gas till they die and toss them like how they toss em'.
7. Mostly I'll kill those who purchase from all the millers since they also have no soul.
8. Those who get/buy puppies for their cute-ness and abandons them when their older/in their way/not suitable/annoyed shall bare with no childrens/family/friends till the day they R.I.Hell
9. Those who think this is a joke shall meet the dumpster crash.
10. Iressponsible pet owners, puppy millers, shall receive the same treatment as they did.
11. I'll shoot their legs, let them suck gas not till death then toss them into the dumpster truck without fully crushing then I'll chop off their testicles and feed it to themselves.

Soul-less people have no feelings no emotions. So why should they care bout what happens to them or their families ?
Humans are not meant to live here. Soul-less humans are never meant to live !

Yes this is a curse for us humans.

Lame.

2009-04-25T11:52:00.005+08:00

Sometimes while doing my chores, I feel that my life is so lame.
Sometimes when talking to my friends, I feel that I'm so lame.
Sometimes when telling a joke, I feel that it is lame.
But all this lame-ness of mine doesn't add up to Karmen's lame quote.

"Are we still friends with her ?"

Lame.

2009-04-25T11:50:00.001+08:00

2009-04-25T00:47:00.004+08:00

Went to ss2 Yipee Cup with Karmen and Jo to chit chat yum cha have dinner.
Went to fetch Jo at 7pm then on the way there was like.... JAM.
Then nearly reaching to ss2, Karmen sms saying she's leaving now.
But then I sorta got lost around ss2 finding Yipee haha. Cause I tend to get lost there -.-
Anyway, she got there earlier than us -.- LolXx...
We talked and laughed till our stomach cramp and cheeks hurt !
Later we started to talk bout smoking due to the fact that they did smoke. One smokes and one smoked. And me, being curious and a virgin for cigarettes, tempted to get a tiny puff.
Trying only ok.... But was really in dilemma cause I scare I'll die due to that tiny lil puff.
But then we went to find for shops to get a pack but seems like all closed at 10pm. Oh well =)
Said tata to Karmen and went back to Jo's place.
Outside. Again.
Talked and talked and talked.
Really enjoy having conversation with her =)
Then I met Jacky/Jackie. Similiar to MomoChi but older and bigger and maybe.... bigger ? XD
They're like brothers and sisters. Same also like to pee here pee there. Garang betul when there's strangers.
And know how to act to get Oscar award. Thumbs up for them XD
Around 11.10pm said tata to Jo and went home.
Going for an outing/gathering again soon. Really enjoyed all the chats and hanging out together althought we just crap.

Seven.

2009-04-21T17:27:00.004+08:00

I wasn't feeling good these days. Well because I had 7 ulsers.
SEVEN ulsers in ma mouth !! WTH ?
It later became four because a few of them combined. It turned out to be really huge.
Oh....the freaking pain. I couldn't speak cause I couldn't really move my mouth due to the pains.
I couldn't really eat too. I tried putting the salt. GoD !! How painful, you can't imagine the size of my ulser with the salt !
Then I gargle with salt water. MaN !!!! Urghhhh !!!!
Later the next day which was yesterday, one of my ulser which is right infront of the lip part, had psst. Urgh... the pain and horror. The fact that it looks so wounded and gross made my appetite and mood disappear but the pain yet remains.
Urgh finally Mrs went to the herbalist and bought me medicine.
Althought it still hurts today, but the pain is lesser. More bareable.
Urgh... my life is revolving in pain.

It's not us. It's you.

2009-04-10T18:42:00.007+08:00

Went to PM with Jo and Joyce yesterday.
I went and fetch Jo and we started talking bout the recent happenings.
And she told me that "someone" sorta dislike/hate me.
Hahaahaa for some minor, tiny, mini and most of all nothing wrong reason. Just because of that- angry/hate/dislike me.
I was really pissed when Jo told me that cause before that I already had in mind that the person was angry at me but I didn't really care cause I've done NOTHING WRONG.
So Jo told me yesterday what happened and I was actually freaking mad and pissed.
And dadada-cut short.
We met up with Joyce and something happened and I was kinda emotionless cause I've got no positive emotion to show. But it was just a few min.
We ate our dinner at Kayu and started/continue our conversation. There's so many things that actually happened due to someone and it all can be prevented from happening. But....
What to do ? We all make mistakes and we all believe in wrong things and so does trusting in the wrong person. Wtv man... Wtv.
Haha then around 10pm we left PM and I fetched Joyce home. Then Jo.
We talked in the car outside of her house for an hour I guess. We talked about the past and the present.
That was really fun to me. We should do that more often haha ! We should stay over some places and bullshit the whole night and day ! WooHoo ~
It was really nice to talk to my secondary friends again. Catching up and stuffs. Really missed them much much much... (well...not all la. u guys know who u are la)
Planning to go to Genting together during Karmen's sem break which is end of April. I think.
Hopefully those are "invited" can go. Or should I say MUST go ! Reunion guys !!
Anyway. After the chat with Jo in the car, I went and fetch Durian then went home. In the mean time, I was thinking bout all the happening and stuffs and I was getting more pissed !
Then I totally bullshit the stuffs to Durian and she felt the same way as I do. No reason to continue or be involved in that relationship anymore.
Today I woke up. And I thought back again. And I don't feel anything bout it anymore because as I said I don't need a rotten relationship.

I'm playing Pet Society everyday and now, thanks to Jo and my curiosity, I'm playing Restaurant City too.

ps: if it's our fault, we will be losing A friend. but look who's losing friendS.

Qing Ming

2009-04-07T22:54:00.006+08:00

It's been a really long time since I last updated my blog. It's totally dead. Same as my life. Bla
Anyway, today me and family went on a journey to visit the families deceased.
This is my first time doing all the "Qing Ming" cleaning and all. And my first time was a very tired time. Not that I've got low stamina. But the fact is that we went to 5 places. Which means 5 peoples loo...
Starting from my great, great grandparents all the way to my grandpa.
There's maintainance for my grandpa's cemetery but the others were totally abandoned. I'm sure that none of Mr's so called siblings knows about the places to go. Well, it was kinda spooky due to LOADS of huge blood suckers. Brrrr....~
Well that's all on my so call updates. Really, I've got nothing much to do now. Only cleaning the house, watching my dogs, "occasionally" being a driver, eating and sleeping.
Hmm.... I might take up fashion designing since I like clothings. Hah !~

Thx Mr

2009-03-12T22:18:00.002+08:00

Mr bought me a cam-coder last year. And it finally reached me today.
All the way from US ^^

And it's real cheap !~
Seriously.
Without the tax XD

2009-03-12T11:59:00.002+08:00

test

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

-seems unlikely to be the true me. or is it ?

2009-03-10T00:14:00.004+08:00

Goshhh.... don't you just fancy his body ?
Those "just right" muscles...
The tanned skin tone...
But most of all, it's justsssssssssssss.... his body... I mean his smile that melts my heart ♥
tsk tsk tsk....

2009-03-08T20:48:00.001+08:00

Having my period means...
mood swings...
oily face...
pimples popping...

And it's what I recently found out. Well basically just today.
Argh !

The picture says it all ~♥

2009-03-07T01:20:00.000+08:00

2009-02-27T09:26:00.003+08:00

Rainy times makes me feel so gloomy and always brings a sad feeling with it.
Mostly during rainy nights.
Well Kitty's going back soon in about...10 hours or so.
Time seems to pass by so quickly. For a moment ago, I felt that it was just starting. Yet I can't really remember what happened for the time that has passed.
Hmmm...
Safe trip Kitty^^

2009-02-25T13:13:00.001+08:00

I really regret in going into TOA.
WTF ? Such blood sucker and so irresponsible.
P.O.S

2009-02-18T20:42:00.002+08:00

My heart aches to see my friends for their restless days and sleepless nights.
Others might not know and think so, cause they might think that's what college is about.
But I've been there and I dare to say I totally know how it feels like.
Seeing their panda eyes, hearing their rumbling and tumbling bout assignments. ='(
But I'm sure they can totally do it. Cheers guys ! =D

2009-02-17T21:52:00.002+08:00

Shit ass blood sucker. I'm half way free idiot. Bloody to them I'm stuck here nor there.
What kinda damn rule is that. I know they just wana suck all the penny outa.
Idiotic.
Bye.

Monday

2009-02-15T22:01:00.005+08:00

It's gona be Monday again in approximately 2 hours or so.
Sighs. Monday is never my day.
Same goes to Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday.
Seems like things aren't going as what I thougt it would be.
What am I to do ?...

Valentine my Restless time

2009-02-14T11:59:00.004+08:00

I've not updated my blog like a gazilion years.
It's because I've got nothing much happening in my life. I'm basically just having a darn dead life.
Well, Kitty's been back for a week or so. We've not really done anything much so far. Except going to Sunway Pyramid, getting Strawberry IceCeams, having Durian overnight...
Hmmm....
It's the big V day.
For those who's celebrating, definitely a Happy V.Day for u ^^
For those who are not [like me T_T] haha....
Happy everyday !! [I guess]
I can imagine what did some of my friends did for their halfs. Art students are definitely artistic.
And their very loving too.
Makes me wished I have a half too. Haha
So basically what I'm going to do for the following days until I actually update my lifeless life is...
Hanging out... Sleeping... Eating... Sleeping... Hanging out... Shopping... Online... Sleeping...
I definitely feel so lifeless now. Since I've got nothing to do even if I'm online.
Hmm... You must be wondering why don't I go and do something eh ?
Well it's because I just wana rest for now. My brain juice is still lacking and I need to chill and think some stuffs. Like.......... stuffs ? XD
Ok I don't understand why that some ppls blog could always sound like a blog whereas mine is more like a rambling and crapping.
Gosh. I think I need to read some books. I actually HATE reading. But I really need to read I guess.
To correct my grammar and of course to learn more words ?
Oh man...what am I talking ?

2009-02-04T22:04:00.003+08:00

For those who wants to get the LG KF350 Ice Cream phone...
First of all, it's functions are useless.
Second of all, it's just sits to look pretty.
Last but not least, I DON'T CARE ~~

I LoVe it =)

ps: byebye SE...gona miss ya

Funniest day !!

2009-02-03T21:46:00.009+08:00

Today, after class I rushed to S.P to meet up with Kitty. We went for a lil walk about and some small shopping.
Then got out and went to SS2.
=)
Blablabla
Then after dinner at Ming Tian, we went to Niu Zhe Shui.
Went for a lil walk and again some small shopping.
Then it was time to leave.
We went out. Driving and driving for not more than 3mins. And.....
We ended up in NOWHERE !! OMGOMGOMGOMG !!
Then we paniced but we kept driving and later on we came to a toll -.-
We went through it and asked what toll is it.
"Subang Jaya"
Omg....so we kept going and suddenly I saw some shops that looked familiar. And I was like
"OMG ! This is the road to KLIA man !! WTH ??"
But luckly we spotted P.J road sign and followed it back.
-.-
Super funny cause it wasn't even a 5min drive and we ended up on the way to KLIA.
Muahaha !!
And this is the best part.
Kitty just got me a........

MUAHAHAHAHA !!~~

ps: sold the omnia d =)
don't ask me bout the phone. I'm lazy to explain.

2009-02-02T23:37:00.003+08:00

I'm really hating assignments.
I'm really, definitely hating college.
I feel that I've totally lost most of my interest for arts.
I've got no mood to go to college, I've got no mood for assignments.
I feel that maybe arts not my thing after all.
I feel that I might drift away soon.
I feel like puking when I think of assignments.
I feel like dying when I think of classes.
I feel that if I can...
I just wanna stop.

2009-02-02T00:23:00.004+08:00

I HATE......college....

2009-01-29T16:31:00.001+08:00

I might freaking quit because of HOA.
Can I say I hate arts ?
So that I can just leave.
Ok.
I hate arts.

Happy Chinese New Year ~

2009-01-26T01:41:00.003+08:00

My so called "tuan yuan fan"
A special time for a special occasion for a special family =)
Happy CNY ~

2009-01-21T11:57:00.002+08:00

Oh My, THIS is the top of the world man !
One day I'll do some of this freaky over the top thing !!!

2009-01-20T22:52:00.002+08:00

It's been awhile since I had this feeling of frustration again. I feel so upset of my whole life. Without knowing the reason why, I just feel annoyed, sad and frustrated mostly everytime when I'm "here".
There's so many things that I wished I am but I know that I'm not and there's so many things that I want to do but afraid to.
What's the point of life then ?
I really think that my thoughts are starting to get me...
One part of me is saying that I should just leave but then the other part says to stay.
What's wrong ?

KLPAC

2009-01-18T22:44:00.007+08:00

This morning, I got up early, then drove to college. Reached there around 9am and waited for everyone.
About 9.10am, we got on the bus and headed to KLPAC ~
We got there around 10am or earlier I supposed. There's just so many things to see. So many things to learn.
Well, basically I'm speechless bout the whole event but just a fun and new and interesting and exciting and wonderful and marvelous and wonderful and...
The weather was extremely hot. I'm sure I've got darker. The crowd was huge ! The people were spontaneous ! What more can I say ? I had a great time. It's really something different.
Well now I'm not a KLPAC virgin anymore ~
Teehee ~

This are the biggest koi fish I've ever seen !!
Maybe I'm exaggerating, but seriously, I've never seem such big Koi fish in my life. Till today.
They don't look big in the photos but they're seriously huge !! I guess around 1.5ft + ?
Lol maybe that's the normal size. I'ma jakun k.

http://klpac.com/

2009-01-17T14:51:00.003+08:00

I've always wished I could do more. But yet time doesn't allow me to.
Wish I could learn more. But don't know how to.
Blah I'm just crapping since my blog is darn dead.

* O Romeo, Romeo! wherefore art thou Romeo?
Deny thy father and refuse thy name;
Or, if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love,
And I'll no longer be a Capulet. *

I've not begun any of my assignments.
I'm darn dead.
Inspirations !! I need INSPIRATIONS !!
I need to go SHOPPING !!!
Arghhh !!
0.o

FreaK !!

2009-01-11T00:25:00.001+08:00

Some skinny idiot freak keeps stealing our flower pots !!

2009-01-05T22:27:00.001+08:00

Help !!
My dog is being aggressive to another dog !!
Help !!
What should I do apart from separating them ?
Help !!

1st day. 3rd semester. Life's like that.

2009-01-05T19:49:00.005+08:00

I finally got my guts after the supports of my classmates to ask.
"Stephen, I need to reassure my grade for the last semester."
"Why ? Your not satisfy with it ?"
"Well... Sort off... I've got a D. "
"So ?" "Well ok, come look for me at 2pm. Is it ok ?"

And yes, I've got a freaking D. Where did I fail at ?
The place where I copied. The EXAM. WTH ?
Is it possible to fail this part where we copied each other ?
Anyway I don't wana bother it. Waste of time.
Anyway, I'm still laughing about it cause we totally copied each other and I've got 5 over 20 for it and therefore, I got a D.
And the only one who got D for this subject over 41 student.
=)
Nice achievement.
Now I've got ABCD for my results. =D

Anyway, first day of college and I'm panic-ing about the assignments and projects already.
Damnit. I so feel like just leaving. Literally.
But I've made it so far and this is the last semester until I get into the main. Come on ~!!
We can do it man !! Degree will be under our feet !!

Argh. I need to get a new bag tomorrow cause my current bag's gona fall apart any time soon. And I gave nearly all my bags away to charity. Which are mostly new and fine. Which happens to be so ironic that I left myself the 2 bags for college which so happens to be rotten. I found out about the handle and the huge hole of the bags just today when I was about to get ready for school.

Hiaks.
Shopping time =)

Damnit. WTH ???

2008-12-31T11:31:00.002+08:00

Ok this is gona sound like I'm just thinking too much but....
Yesterday I went and take my college results. And well, to my surprise...
I got a freaking D for History of Art and Design !
But that's not what that is surprising. The fact is that my whole class got either C or B for it and I'm the only one who got D. Bloody and it's like a group thing for this subject !
WTH ???
I'm thinking maybe I did get a D... But ?????............
I'm thinking maybe I should ask Stephen.... But....
If I really deserved a D.... it'll be so embarrassing to suddenly ask a question like that.
And the thing is, how do I even ask him about this ? I don't even know does he grade it by following the group essay and the presentation ?
Damnit.
Damnit.
Damnit.

2008-12-20T23:01:00.002+08:00

We've made it through 2nd sem. Good job we did. Indeed, a good job done.
In fact, the family's increasing. =D

Pressie from ma Kitty

2008-12-20T13:38:00.003+08:00

Well, I guess this is my 2008 Christmas and 2009 b'day present from Kitty.
Thx~^^

2008-12-16T18:07:00.003+08:00

Basically I've just gotten my assignments back from Meng with the results.
Hmmm... This sem wasn't as bad as I thought ! I at least, improved.
Quite happy that I actually did improve this time. And hopefully it also goes to my other subjects too. And my GPA also -.- if I must remind myself. And not forgetting IELTS too.
Hmmm... not bad for the start of my work path ^^
I guess...... 0.o

Sem Break !!

2008-12-16T17:44:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah baby ~!!
It's the official 2nd semester break !! WooHoo~~
It's time to sleep and lepak and sleep and sleep and....sleep ? .....
Er.... not much of a plan for the break. Well, I'm still loving the break.
Cheers ~!!

Phobia

2008-12-11T23:52:00.003+08:00

I went out with Joanna, Ivy and Joyce and her bf today to Midvalley.
Catch a movie at 7pm and got out from MV around 10pm.
When I was on my way, I nearly crash the divider and lucky I didn't. And if I did, we will fly down. Cause I was on the "highway".
Next, we went to have "dinner". My parking sux and I totally crashed my side and the window.
But it turned out fine with some scratches at the side.
After that I send them back.
On the way, while I was turning, I totally crashed over the divider and turned into another lane.
My God. There was even a car there, going to turn into that lane too. Luckly he "watched out" for me.
And after this few incidents, I'm having a really heavy phobia in driving.
But I'm still glad that God blessed me to not take someone's life or even lives away.
Sorry to those peeps who sat my car just now.
I'm taking my words really hard that I will not drive after 7pm until I can drift like a pro.
And I'm a few hours away till IELTS test !!
My heart is still trembling after that incident. And now even more for IELTS !!
I'm gona check on my car tomorrow cause I'm positively sure the scratches are really serious.
Anyway...
Nights ~

ps: really really sorry to those !!

2008-12-10T20:12:00.001+08:00

It's finally here.
It's the sem break !!!~~
WooHooooo~!!
I couldn't wait to get home and rest since I'm having a slight dizzyness.
Finally, nice peace and rest..............

Ignore this post.
AhahahAHAHAAHA

Twilight fever

2008-12-07T22:46:00.002+08:00

Went to 1U just now with Karmen to catch a movie.
And again, once more, Twilight.
God ! This is the 2nd 'Titanic" kinda film for me. I could keep on watching and watching and watching.
I'm seriously in love with this show.
Gota get the DVD soon.
Oh yea... the song where Edward and Bella was dancing brought tears to me...sobs
Anyway...
Starting on my design final now. Hopefully I can finish it by tomorrow and tomorrow I can focus on illustrating it.

2008-12-07T12:00:00.002+08:00

Finally, I've sorta finished my comp app's final project yesterday. I spent the whole day to redo it. So all i need now is to know what to do with the bg.
Then print it.
Next would be design final project which I think would take me 3 days to complete everything including the sketches.
1 more week !!
Then IELTS @.@
Then sem break !!
Well, not really... First day of the sem break is our replacement class since the last week actually have 2 days of public holiday.
Haha
yeap. This is TOA peeps.
Can't wait for the break !!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-03T18:52:00.006+08:00

We finally finished our HOA&D on Monday's presentation.
I'm quite satisfied honestly... But the gradings and result might not be what I suppose.
We did a reinvention and also advertising project for our final.

Advertising product using Creation of Adam by Michelangelo. Promoting Strepsils.

Reinvention for St. John the evangelist on Patmos by Titian. Showing environmental pollution.

Basically after that, I felt, as if a whole lot a burden has finally been lift off of me.
And that's when I started to slightly let my body relax.
It's totally the same thing that happened during last sem...when I was about to get on a plane.
Yeap...
I fell sick.
Shouldn't let my body relax so soon. I've got like 1 more week and I'm starting to go down.
Nooo !!!
Sheezz....
Come on 1 more week !!! Gogogo ~!!

2008-12-02T16:51:00.002+08:00

Ahhhhh~HHH~HH!!
Finally watched Twilight yesterday !!!
I love it !!
It was so so romantic.
I shred a tear at the end.
God !!
I'm not satisfied... I want more of it !!!

ps: Robert Pattinson is so cool in it !

2008-11-27T23:31:00.002+08:00

It's been really hectic this few days... Maybe even weeks due to the final projects and presentations.
It's normal since it's the end of the sem. Well I've got my worries still.
And also IELTS exam.
Arghh...
I'm so tired right now I can seriously drop dead on my bed with my soaking hair.
But I need to do my design mock up. I need to present it to Meng on Saturday.
Which actually makes it like a day or so to do it. Plus, I've got class tomorrow.
Arghh...
Anyway...

Happy Birthday Lin~!!

2008-11-21T00:09:00.003+08:00

Well, basically this are some works Of mine during the past few weeks. Since I've got nothing to post up... I'll just nave to show you my works which are the paintings I did in class. well I have to say... I'm not a good painter at all.
Today, (Thursday) Was another painting class. But today's special from the ordinary because we've got quiet a harsh lecture from the lecturer. Well I guess we did not do our best that's why... Basically after the lecture, we are given our very first HOME assignment I'm saying this is the very first, well technically second after the color wheel ...
We did not have any home assignment for this class because the still life is placed in class by the lecturers. So, I guess to improve our skills, we are given home assignments. This, is where the not so ordinary but yet ordinary thing/part to happen.
As usual, every lecturers would say so, that we are degree students... Arghh!!
We are required to do better, BE better. Well, for me, it's like most of my classmates actually had experiences with arts or even learned it before and also been exposed to it. well, nothing for Me.
I'm like a lost sheep... | start to really, really really wonder... why the heck did I choose to come in an art stream ? God...
All the thoughts really did hit me hard...This time I was not only sad and frustrated. But also angry . Angry with the 1 who pursued Me to damnit take the dang DEGREE Course even though I said that I seriously have no, none, Kosong exposure and experience towards arts. well, she says that every one is the damn same . Shit la...
Anyway, I was really mad that time . Plus, my work that I was working on, was totally ugly!! It made things worst... But after having my previous work back, my feelings and well, thoughts, changed. | was happy because this particular artwork Of mine, well, 1 totally had confident with it. Not to say I got a great grade. But, when I was painting it, I had a cheerful time. Maybe it's what I'm painting...
That's about it... what I'm trying to say is that at least, I'm improving .

C+

C+ - B-

B-

B- [The one I like the most =D]

Well, I'm improving in not dropping back to C grade. Hopefully I'll stay around B and slowly climb my way up to A... If there's still the chance of me going on =)
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HOAND test is coming !
HOAND final project !
Design final project !
CompApp final project !
IELTS test !!!!
HELP !!!!
XD

2008-11-17T00:27:00.004+08:00

Aahh... After a few months of not hanging out and going to 1U...
I feel like it was back to the old days.
It was so much fun to have them all together chatting and hanging out.
But there is one fact that everyone noticed...
It's that everyone basically changed. In a way. Big or small, we did.
Well, for better or worst we're still friends and that's basically what I care.
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Yesterday I went to 1U with Ivy and I bought a bag. Again. Still wished it was the tokidoki. Ahaha
Anyway, Ivy did a lot of shopping yesterday and the day before. I do mean quite a lot 0.o
Well my main point is that we saw ASIMO ~!
That cute adorable thing. Well I did not get close to it cause I basically saw it the day before and I did not take a clear pic of it. Anyway, it walks, it talks, it runs. It's ASIMO ~~!!

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I'm really stressed up on my final projectS. I'm so worried that I can't do it because I don't know how to do it. I'm lacking of time, sleep and also cash.
Why on earth am I so lacking of things ? Geez.... I guess I really need to cut down my expanses now. First it will be the food. No more expansive meals. No useless drinks.
Blahh. Even if I cut down through the foods I'll still go over by buying college stuffs. Isshh...
Life's unfair.
Learn to live with it.
=)

[Basically this whole post is just some random crap cause I've not update my blog like a million years and I've got nothing to update with. Skip this. Err... I guessed you've already read it all since your reading this. XD]

2008-11-05T23:48:00.003+08:00

Words that aren't spoken,
Feelings that can't replace.
Time that passed,
Wished they stay.
Through time came feelings,
Through time feelings goes.
Many things that had been done,
Many deeds that should been done.
Unspoken words,
Unspoken feelings.

I miss you.

2nd sem field trip [31/10-1/11/08]

2008-11-02T21:33:00.008+08:00

FCD085-1 had an overnight filed trip to a architecture place called Juteras in Subang with the 2nd class.
It was a totally long day. We took off from coll around 9.45am or so and reached our destination about 10.20am ? I'm just guessing cause I didn't really looked at the time.
When we reached, we went to the show room to put our things down and went to the "Airplane" area to meet up. Showed us around and then Meng, Candice and LiWen told us about what our project is. Then they split us into 7 groups. After splitting the boys up, it was the girls turn. I got no 1 which means group 1. Lian was smart enough to sit away from me and so she got herself into the same group with me~! WooHoo ~~!
Anyway later on we went around to look for the materials and stuffs and think about our design and spot for it to be. Dadeedadada
And it was evening/night. We had our dinner, played 2 games.
1 was the untangling hand game which 10ppl or so in a group need to cross each others hand to hold. Not to hold the same ppl's or even the ppl beside. That goes for both hands but both hands must not hold the same person's hands. We got third out of the 4 groups.
Next was like a taboo game. Title was movies.
We all definitely had fun and after that we all went for a nice shower.
And the real fun begans. We played a short game of a card game and later was the "Dare or Dare" game. Well you guessed it. No choice but to just dare !
We played till 3 or so am and went to sleep.
Around 7am, we all got a sudden waking up session.
Meng and Candice were shouting and whistling and shouting us to go to the airplane. And out of shock and blurness, we all went there, ran 3 rounds, did some warm up and basketball.
After all that it was breakfast and time to work.
Group 1, which is my group, consists of Shurong, Lian, chichi, Preethi, Abdullah and me.
Our group name was Sho'Flow or something like that. Our theme for the sitting place, which is our project was flow. Well basically the whole time we've change the whole idea about 3-4 times and time was running out. We've only got till 4.30pm and the hammering and saw cutting was making our time fly real fast. By the time we've finished, I noticed we were the last to actually finish.
It can sustain weight !! Literally !! I'm proud of what we've done.
It's totally stable man ~~
Anyway, we did not win. Stezon's group which is group 3 i think, won. After that we all went and pack, waited for the bus and went home.
Well I really did had a really absolutely great fun even though with the cuts and burns.
But those are just tiny matters. What matters the most was the fun I had with them all ~~
Well that's all I've got to say. My arms and hands are sore literally. Hahaha XD
And what I disliked about the house line is that it's slow and DC's so often.
>3

2008-10-20T08:15:00.002+08:00

Ooh yesh !! The line's back on track !!
It's been pouring real heavy this few days, especially night time.
As usual, I went back to House on Saturday and didn't touch the comp.
Came back on Sunday night and great ! The line's super duper slow.
It's so so so slow till it's unable to connect. I was like
"Crap !! I've got LiWen's work I've not done and also HOA&D I've not researched for !!"
Arghh !!
I'm dead meat.
Anyway, Mrs been asking me to go for this course and that course. I'm still thinking about what to take if I don't make it. I might go into the same course but maybe different college ?
Or maybe not cause I still think that I'm no good in creativity.
Anyway, it's still a few more weeks left till I actually need to decide.
=)
Today's another day with a boring start -.-

Confession

2008-10-18T10:23:00.003+08:00

Basically I told Mrs about my plan for this sem.
Well, I thought that she would make a big fuss cause of the cash she dropped for me.
But she told me to do what I think is best for me. So...
It all depends on this sem. =)
Anyway, nothing much to update about me now.
Just stress and assignments. There's no rest as usual. Unless I wana break my own no sleep record XD
But overall, I'm trying harder. But if improvements does not show, I've got nothing left to do but proceed with what I plan.
Anyway hope everyone do their best !!
Persevere !!
Hahahaxx

Argh ! Joannaaa !!

2008-10-17T21:15:00.002+08:00

1. At what age do you wish to married?
-I don't think I'll be getting married.

2. Study hard or play hard?
-Study hard then play hard XD

3. Who is the person u trust the most?
-The silent listener.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
-Never had never will.

5. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
-Raining happiness and shining world peace.

6. Who is your favorite cartoon character?
-I had a crush on Aladdin. XD Basically any that's cute.

7.How much you wish to earn in the future?
-Earn till I can burn it to get warmth ?

8. What is your goal this year?
-Pass my foundation year.

9. Do you believe in eternity love?
-Never been in one. No comments =X

10. If you have all the time and money in the world, what would you do?
-Accomplish Mrs's dreams next...Charity !!!!!

11.. When will you feel sad?
-Everyday at a moment.

12. Balloons or Candy?
-Balloons. Maybe candy... argh !! Don't know...

13. What feelings you hate the most?
-Betrayal.

14. What is your childhood ambition?
-Being a teenager.

15. Do you believe in love at first sight?
-No. Love those you know.

16. What do you want now?
-World peace.

17. Who do you hope to be always behind you, supporting you?
-Everyone and The invisible supporter.

18. People who are going to be hated by you?
-Those who hurt others.

19. What is on your mind right now?
-I want world peace !! (and a diet.)

20. Do you deserve to be loved?
-By the close ones, Yes. Others, No.

21. Do you wish to have more than 24 hours per day?
-Yes !! So I can finish my assignments properly and still have time to SLEEP !!!

8 things you are passionate about:
1. World peace.
2. Happiness.
3. Family
4. Friends
5. Shopping
6. Music
7. Movies
8. Dreaming

8 things i say/type too often:
1. Haha
2. LoL
3. Damn
4. Argh !!
5. Sighs...
6. Die lo...
7. aa ?
8. asfgfdhzjj (frustration.)

8 books i have read recently:
1. Design
2.Design
3. Design
4. Seventeen (it's a type of book okay....)
5 -

8 songs i could hear over and over again:
1. Jay Chou's
2. Leona Lewis- Better in Time
3. Leo Sayer- More than words
4. Bee Gees- How deep is your love
5. The Carpenters- Yesterday Once More
6. The Carpenters- Please Mr Postman
7. Colby Odonis- What you've got
8. Vanessa Williams- Save the best for last

8 things i regret most:
1. I
2.Regret
3. Most
4. Of
5. The
6.Things
7.I
8.Did

8 people that i tag..
8. Everyone that reads this

D.E.P.R.E.S.S.E.D

2008-10-15T21:04:00.005+08:00

Today's just another typical Wednesday at college.
I just bought a clothe from PlusFabulous which I adore so so much now.
It rain's like there's no sunshine.
The thunder roars like there's no tomorrow.
The lightening shines like there's no other glow.
It was like a disaster as I try to sleep through the night yesterday.
The rumbling thunder makes the roof sound like it's gonna blow off.
Everything seems like an earthquake happening. Maybe even worst. The rain was so heavy it seems like there's gona be a flood soon.
Anyway, eventually I slept through the stormy weather. And next thing I know is that it's already 8 in the morning !
Well I've got design class today and my assignment was like crap. I went to college early to meet up Shikin to get the clothes I bought. Then it was design time.
I did not get "banned" totally for my assignment and the final project idea by LiWen.
Yeah !!~
And the better news is that...
I got only 2.69 for my CGPA.
HAHAHA...................................
That really only means death for me. But actually it means that I must freaking damn work harder than everyone else.
I feel like quitting after all these heart breaking results that I get.
But I WONT !!
Cause I'm not a quitter !! [and parents paid quite a sum of money]
Argh !!!
I must draw better !! See better !! Think harder !! Do faster !! Be stronger !! Stay focus !!
ARGGHHH !!!!
Did I mention that I acctually have mood swings ?
I'm currently very emo.... Super duper down.
I'm so emo that I feel like crying but seems like there's no tears for me to cry.
I'm so sad that I feel annoyed by the sadness in my heart.
I feel so annoyed that I'm frustrated, "Why did I not do better ?"
Will there be a next time ? Will this time be better than last time ?
I don't think so. I guess I ain't in the right path...
No words can describe how dissapointed I am for myself. I pity myself for feeling that way.
Pity is such a strong word yet a weak word to describe how I feel about myself now.
I feel so aimless...
Yes...
Aimless is the right word that comes out from my heart and my brain saying that aimless leads only to dead ends and no more.
Will I lose my interest just because if this silly block of bricks ? Will I even try to quit ?
I'm just being emo.
HAHAHA XD
I couldn't even get near to that damn 3.
Ignore me.
Anyway, I've got my clothes... And I'm broke, with no flying rainbow as a gift.

A mosquito just flew across me... *PIAK* now it's dead... I pity it...
But at least I didn't miss.
I read an article a few days ago. It gave me a task.
To list down 5 negative things that happened in a day and change it all into positive thoughts.
Well, I've only got 1 thought...Work harder.
I'll be fine....soon.

I'm just being emo..feeling depressed...Ignore me...

2008-10-09T00:30:00.006+08:00

我最竟，想起了过去。
那些快乐的日子，和你哭和你笑，和你好和你吵。
那些日子是无法…
我不可以肯定，如果再给我一次，我的决定会是不同吗？
我不可以肯定，我不会再伤害你，不会再让你失望。
我的肯定，是不肯定。
因为…
你不知道我的心想，不知道我的烦恼，不知道我的痛苦。
我…
也不知道你的心想，不知道你的烦恼…
可是你的痛苦… 只会加倍。
所以，我无法让你知道，真实。
你，最竟好吗？

你还会想我吗？
我，最竟在想你。

Lol...something simple

2008-10-06T22:05:00.005+08:00

Hope you had a great night with us all
Cause I definitely did ~!!

Thx chichi for taking care of me tonight. Haha~

2008-10-05T21:43:00.007+08:00

Just went to see mr.Doc and he gave me
some magic pills.
He even said some magical words that made me think
"Wow, I guess I wouldn't die from hunger."

I'm missing ...

Damnit

2008-10-05T15:15:00.003+08:00

I can tell you that this really sucks. I'm having diarrhea and tummy ache for like 3 days already and it's not getting better !!
I just ate my very first real meal within these 3 days and I totally regret it.
My tummy aches more.
WTH ??
I've got assignments to do and I just don't have the freaking mood to damn do it.
I've got no freaking mood to do anything except sleep.
Damnit.
I've got class tomorrow and I can't afford to damn freaking miss a damn freaking class.
WTH ??
I'm pissed.
Literally.
Just get well would you ??????

Pweety pweety pweese ??

Ignore this

2008-10-04T17:19:00.006+08:00

I think I'm gona die 0.o
I've had a few bites of fruits, 2 slices of bread within the 48 hours.
I can hardly eat damnit. I love to eat !!
But moreover I love soup better ~
Mrs boiled some soup and brought it over for me with herbal tea for me aching tummy ~
Yumm yumm ~
But my tummy wouldn't let me finish it... I just had a tiny cup of it and that's all I can have.
Damnit.
I hate this tummy.
I can hardly walk straight and walk up the stairs. My body was like "whoah... chill girl"
I'm sick of facing the computer doing nothing. Moreover I'm sick of assignments. I've not even touch any yet except illus.
Damnit.
I just went and look back at some random ppl's blogs that I used to catch up with and I noticed...
Well basically that time they were like couples and they were oceans apart later on and now broken up.
???
Does it make sense ? I think it does. My point is, even though miles apart ppl say they love, but sometimes love isn't enough.
Problems do accure and loneliness happens.
But when things start to tumble is when there is another.
Basically I looked up at 2 blogs and both of them had broked up and got with another.
As in 2 diff couples both also broked up and well 1 sided of the 2 couples went for another.
Get it ?
Ok it's like
A+a
B+b
2 different couples.
Broke up.
A - a
B - b
And 1 sided went for another.
A - Z
b - G
It's that simple.
I basically think that long distance will never work. Even if they do, when they finally get back together after that long period, will things be the same ? Will feelings still remain and grow stronger or it just won't and fade away ?
It's a wonder how feelings works. When ppl gets lonely, they often turn to the ones beside them and ends up being with them.
It's a wonder how feelings works when after going through ups and downs of a few years and could just go for another.
It's something that can't be explained. Ok not to talk about distance, even the ones that are always together could just go for another. Ain't I right ?
Love was something priceless and now it's something useless.
Where did the true love went ? I guess it's hard to find one.
On the other hand, if there's no another, how would ppl know who's the best ?
If there's no break ups, how would you know he/she IS the one ?
It is true that you gain from losing. Well over life is filled with irony.
Anyway, while I was blogging this random post I thought of a certain someone who said that my post are short posts.
And basically I was trying to blog a little longer than I usually do. And this is the one I guess.
Did you notice I was trying to pull my blog as long as I could with those random stuffs that I could just skipped without even mentioning ? Haha XD
Ok the fact is that I'm gona finish my soup, try to have dinner, finish the herbal tea, get some rest, start assignments and also get The Sims 2 macversion next month.
Oh wait, it is already next month XD
Kaching ~!!
I'll go to apple store and look for it. But The Sims 3 is coming soon !!
Damnit.
Oh wait, I guess I don't need to splash my cash on the cd cause I've got another PC beside me which apparently works perfectly with games !! I just need to go home get the cds and eventually play =)

If life was that simple. I need to remember how to damnit crack the game. Isshh.
But I could always Google it up.
Hmm... I guess life is simple XD

NOT !!'
Ok so let me think is there anything else I wana say...
Hmmm...
HmmmMMm....
HHHmmmMMMMM......
Ok I know your thinking that I'm pulling my post but I'm not ! I'm really thinking.
*cross fingers*
Ok ok....
And here ends my post for now.
And for those who questions my post for being short, it is because...
I'm always blank. I do not like reading. I've got nothing to update on.
Hence, my life is darn dead BORING.
Take care =)

Oh wait, I do have somemore to say.
The true one might not always be the one beside =)
Ok
tata~
ps: I love Mrs's soup !!~

Life's ironic.

Illus vector

2008-10-03T23:36:00.006+08:00

Hmmm....I'm starting to feel that my blog is a mess.
Ok today was just a normal day again. NOT !
I woke up with p-cramp, gastric cramp, diarrhea and headache.
WTH ?
And now I'm still having it. - the p-cramp.
Argh !!

I'm still a newbie ok...
It wasn't that hard to do it as I thought it would be during the comp lab that time. I took like 1 1/2 hours to finish both eyes for Jolin's
This time I took 4 hours to finish it all.
Well, as you can see it is not really productive since I did it fast.
Grrrr !!!
Why is mine so weird and others are so freaking nice ???
It doesn't even look like me at all.
It looks....fractured 0.o
Dang me.

It's not an insult.

2008-10-02T16:16:00.004+08:00

It's not an insult ! It's just a reminder for me =3
See the board...their there XD

Though it's still empty...because I just got it ok
It'll be filled real soon. I promise.
Well, I think the lecturers will.
=/

2008-10-01T23:32:00.003+08:00

Well basically I'm having my "raya holiday" now...
Not really a holiday since it already have replacement classes for each "holiday" of ours.
Anyway, I've got nothing to say cause my life isn't as interesting as it seems. Well it doesn't even seem that way too.
I just know that I'm getting a really bad headache tonight and I'm not sleepy and well...
I receive loads of emails saying can't eat this can't eat that. Here not safe there not safe and stuffs.
And I began to think that well, life's really ruin.
I feel that nothing is fair nothing is perfect..
Take care =3

2008-09-26T05:34:00.002+08:00

I'm freaking not asleep yet because of the freaking design assignment
and I'm freaking tired cause I've only slept for a freaking 3 hours within 24 hours
and today is another 24 hours that I won't have the freaking time to sleep
cause it's gona be 6 and I've not finish the freaking assignment yet
and I'm freaking pissed cause my freaking brain isn't working
and I'm freaking frustrated and freaking pissed
cause my freaking bed is just freaking behind me
and my freaking useless brain isn't freaking thinking about the freaking assignment
but the freaking bed
and that's freaking annoying me.

2008-09-25T05:40:00.003+08:00

You might be wondering why did I wake up so early in the morning to blog.
Guess what...
I didn't !!
I've spend the whole night and morning doing that dang drawing assignment.
The Colour Wheel...
Issshh...
I wouldn't had stayed up and finished it if it weren't for Lian.
She was with me through the webcam. Haha ~!!
Anyway I'm damn sleepy right now. And I need to wake up at 7am to get ready for class.
And I'll be doing my figure assignment again after class... Which I guess another late night work ?
Anyway thanks to Lian for keeping me going on the assignment ^^

Morning !!

Z z z ....

I've got blue paint on my hair. Kinda funny story for me. But I'm just being silly. =)

2008-09-24T00:30:00.005+08:00

My Benko ~

Well basically I was watching Charlieissocoollike vblog and well NDSL came up.
I missed my NDSL and so I went to search for it.
To my horror.... I couldn't find it !! I was like OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG !!
But hey, chill girl... I don't really lose things in the room. So i was looking for it up and down...
Left and right... In and out... Pulling and pushing... Picking and dropping.
Well basically I knew where did I left it. But I couldn't find it.
I totally start to panic because I used MY savings to actually buy it.
RM700++ .... Darn.
But I think I was blinded by love. (or something...)
When I look once more at the spot where I remembered I left it there...
It IS there. Swt ?
Ok now I've found it, I need to get a charger. This time, I can't remember where the heck I left it.
So much for the "I don't really lose things in the room"...
Irony.
=)
Nitenite~